A none planed day!

This was the first day for a long time I didn't had anything planed! That was great! I could sleep as long as I wanted to, so I did! I called one of my cousins and she came here to pick me up. We went to someone she know that have a cottage for rent. I talked with the owners and it sounds really good. But I will take some days to think about it. If I will move in there it will not be until April next year anyway. First I will go to Africa, Niger, as a volunteer for seven months. I will work for Eden Foundation but I will tell you more about that later. I have now five weeks to fix with all the papers and book the flight. Hopefully there will be no problems this time. I remember last year when I went there for a visit, I had some problems with my visa. The embassy had forgotten to put it in my passport and I had less then one week until I was leaving…

Visit my niece, Svea!

So I was a cowboy/girl last Saturday! Most of my outfit I had bought when I was in Lancaster, California, in the end of May. Me and my mom went there to visit my other brother and his family for one week. They got a baby girl in December so it was the first time we got to meet her. Svea was then 5 months old and sooo cute, but I guess that every proud aunt says that about their niece. This little girl is my first niece and I hope that she will not be my only.

One bad thing with this is that she lives on the other side of this planet. I can’t meet and cuddle with her as much as I would like, and I do miss her! But a good thing is that her mom is taking a lot of pictures of her and sends to us so that we still can watch her grow…

It was warm and sunny in California as usual when we were there so it was a good vacation for me. We stayed around the house most of the time, there I enjoyed the time with my brother and his family. I could just sit and watch Svea for hours! We were also bathing in the little pool and went out for some shopping.

A happy family!

The day before we were going home my mom went to a tattoo place. She had been talking about doing a tattoo many years now, and this time she did it! I think my mom is cool. My brother took her to “Dr Claw”. I also went with them because I’m curious and wanted to take pictures while he was working. I have also been thinking of doing one but I can’t decide what I want (way to many things to choose from), so I have to wait until I’m totally sure. I don’t want to do one and then regret it!

Tomorrow my brother will come and visit us here in Sweden. He will not bring his family this time because they think it’s to long for Svea to fly. That is sad because I would love to meet them all again but I guess that I have to wait until Svea will get older or if I’m going back to visit them. My brother will just stay for 3 weeks this summer. He uses to stay longer but not this time…

This little smiley cute face I have in my cell phone and every
time I look at her I feel like something is smiling inside of me.

Nettus

A lot of rain and cowboys!

Saturday morning didn’t start so good for me. I woke up and heard a sound in my room that I didn’t recognize so I tried to figure out what it was and locate were it came from. I couldn’t figure out what it was but when I sat up in my bed I got something in my head, so I looked up. O no, there were a water leakage and it was dropping in my bed! It has been raining to much this summer so I guess that our roof had enough. I had to move my bed and put a bucket on the floor. At noon I didn’t feel so good so I had to go and take a nap. Then I saw that the drops from the ceiling had moved so it had been dropping in my bed again I got really tired of it! I had to move around my things again…

When I got up after my nap I had to make myself ready for the evening. I was going to a Western party and I didn’t want to miss it! So before I left I packed some medicine and fast energy (coke and a lot of chocolate) so that I would survive the entire evening. I was going to pick up some of my friends on the way so that we could go there together. When we got to the place we could choose if we wanted to stay and talk inside or if we wanted to go out and throw horseshoes or shoot with an air gun while we were waiting for the others to come. It didn’t rain then so I went outside to take some pictures!

When all the cowboys and Indians had come, they gathered us all again and now it was time for food. All the women had to put one shoe in a bag and the men had to take a shoe and find who it fit and that person was also the one that would sit by his side at the table. The food was good and we sang a couple of songs. That is always funny and they hade two guys singing and playing guitar’s so that was really nice. There where also a lot of shooting all evening long. To many cowboys in one place I guess!



After the food we put the tables away and my favourite part was beginning, dancing! I had never done line dancing before and that was something I hoped we would do this evening, and we did. It was really funny and I danced a lot. The time was just running while we were dancing and then it was time to ride back home…

Nettus

Joyfull visit!

Right now I’m happy that we got more than one computer in our home. I do have a problem whit my new laptop that I can’t arrange myself. (I’m not that good on computers, yet!) Hopefully my brother that will come home and visit us this weekend can help me. But I have to wait a couple of hours before he will be here, because he is driving form Oslo there he lives…

Earlier today I was in Gothenburg at the hospital to visit a friends mom. She is struggling with cancer, and it was so nice to see her again. Last time I meet her it was about one week ago and that was a really quick visit in her home. Today we hade time to talk again and I relay enjoyed that. To see her lovely warm smile again make me warm inside. I really admire people that have cancer and struggle so hard but still can look at life so positive. I wish that more people could have and feel that joy, and the best thing is that it can infect the people around you, so when I left her room I felt happy and warm inside…

Anette

Can I delete this last week?

This last week haven’t been my week at all! There have been too much about everything I think, except for sleep. Me having a lot to think about, family I want to take care of, friends having problems, workmate having problems with their newborn child… and I want to bee there for everyone! I tried to be there for everyone but I forgot to take time for myself. I went out on my walks in the beginning of the week, but that was not enough. I also got new information on Wednesday that there probably will be a lot of changes at my work this autumn (I work as a personal assistant for a handicapped man) so I don’t know what is going to happen with my job. Okay, I will not be there this autumn because I’m going to Africa as a volunteer for seven months, but will I still have my job when I’m coming back home? Right now I don’t know so I just have to wait and see and that is something I don’t like, but hopefully my workmates will keep me informed!

Yesterday it got to be too much for me so I crashed! That was not funny because I hurt some of the people I love. I didn’t mean to, but I did! After a long time lying in bed and crying something came up in my mind. A friend once told me that: “Whatever happens in your life you will never be alone. You will always have one friend that will stay by your side.” And that thought make me realized that it was time for me to reach out for help. So I did and today it’s better. I still don’t have totally happiness but at least I’m on my way back again…

Anette