This last week haven’t been my week at all! There have been too much about everything I think, except for sleep. Me having a lot to think about, family I want to take care of, friends having problems, workmate having problems with their newborn child… and I want to bee there for everyone! I tried to be there for everyone but I forgot to take time for myself. I went out on my walks in the beginning of the week, but that was not enough. I also got new information on Wednesday that there probably will be a lot of changes at my work this autumn (I work as a personal assistant for a handicapped man) so I don’t know what is going to happen with my job. Okay, I will not be there this autumn because I’m going to Africa as a volunteer for seven months, but will I still have my job when I’m coming back home? Right now I don’t know so I just have to wait and see and that is something I don’t like, but hopefully my workmates will keep me informed!
Yesterday it got to be too much for me so I crashed! That was not funny because I hurt some of the people I love. I didn’t mean to, but I did! After a long time lying in bed and crying something came up in my mind. A friend once told me that: “Whatever happens in your life you will never be alone. You will always have one friend that will stay by your side.” And that thought make me realized that it was time for me to reach out for help. So I did and today it’s better. I still don’t have totally happiness but at least I’m on my way back again…
Anette
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Hang in there my friend, and if you get too down, consult the countdown... :-) Thinking about you!
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